howdy partner

you probably think been a while since i’ve made a letter. 11 days? pfft. this letter is actually a combination of letters i’ve been working on for a while! i’m actually unsure about myself if i’d like to leave and keep this as the last letter dropped in your mailbox or continue.

so many people going to my aviations class for a tour wanted to go into the navy, WHICH IS WILD BECAUSE WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO BE A SAILOR STUCK AT SEA FOR A FEW MONTHS FOR NO REASON??? they must LOVE water or something. yk what else loves though? SAILORS:

this song choice is of course my favorite song and a song that reminds me of you. you HAVE to listen to the entire song.

semi-motivational quotes from jerrick:

  • sometimes people leave, and that’s okay! it’s their loss lmao they’re retarded.
  • people will call you special, and you are! just remember that they might not be talking about the same special you’re thinking about.
  • you can’t fuck something up if you don’t do it in the first place
  • follow your dreams and also the light at the end of the tunnel
  • if someone ever calls you useless, prove them wrong by letting them use you as a wrong example
  • if you have a choice to do group work or solo, always to group work. you always have the option to blame someone else for something you did
  • love is a choice, not a feeling! but your choice to love can be a result of a feeling.

let’s start off with how you’ve been? doing good in school? idk why i asked that, obviously fuckin not.

been healthy? eating well? feeling happy in that big head of yours? i hope you’ve been healthy. i’ve been busy this entire week and it’s starting to make me geek out. i DID play some fortnite duos though. FORTNITE OG IS BACK!11!1!! it was awesome. DUDE, THERE ARE SO MANY SNIPERS IN FORTNITE YOU CAN’T EVEN STAND STILL FOR ONE SECOND WITHOUT SOMEONE SNIPING YOU. it’s even worse if you’re actively fighting someone else too. you’re fighting another person and HERE COMES SOME TOWER CAMPING MONKEY SHOOTING THEIR SNIPER AT ME LIKE I DID SOMETHING TO THEM.

anyways, i’ve been working on the landing gear of our plane for the past 2 weeks because there’s a leak in the inner tube of the wheel. we literally had to remove it and re-attach it so many times i think i already memorized the entire process by heart. SPEAKING OF AVIATION, THE BLUE ANGELS AND THUNDERBIRDS ANNOUNCED THEIR SCHEDULE FOR NEXT YEAR. i gotta find someone to come with me to see the blue angels and thunderbirds because I’M SO EXCITED TO SEE THEM. THE THUNDERBIRDS ARE COMING TO VA!!1!11!! I DIDN’T GET TO SEE THEM THIS YEAR SO I AM REALLY HOPEFUL TO SEE THEM IN 2025.

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haven’t really had that much time to play the games i’ve wanted to play on my pc. i’ve either came home and went straight to sleep or procrastinated. i don’t feel like i have the interest to play that many games anymore. and i really want to make another roblox game but whenever i launch roblox studio, i lose interest and just close it. am i going crazy? i don’t know. I STILL LOVE MUSIC THO! i wish music would just take my hand and take my whole life too

bro and guess what? I STEPPED ON MY NEW POSTER I BOUGHT AT 5 BELOW. I WAS TRYING TO GET INTO BED AND STEPPED ON IT. NOW IT HAS A BIG WHITE CREASE ON IT. I’M SO SAD ABOUT IT. i might be able to repair it though. i can repair most things given enough time. i got banger problem solving skills.

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jerry is so cute. bro must have a bright mind. also, did you get your tv back? or is that a monitor?

also, how do you get your appeal denied? it is so easy to get an account unterminated if it’s actually false but you somehow got your appeal denied. what did you even say bro???

let’s get to an important topic. the relationship between you and me.

i am so sorry for having intercourse with you. the thought of it makes me have the worst feeling of stomach butterflies to the point my vision goes blurry. i have so much regret it makes me want to tweak out. it isn’t about you at all, but the anxiety that i did something horrible right after. i hate myself for it.

i do still have lots of love for you. unconditional and by choice. but truthfully, it’s fading. you are such a beautiful girl and it makes me so jealous other people will get to see your pretty self but i’ll eventually get over it. i can’t be cooped up trying to keep and help someone that doesn’t know their own feelings half the time. (not to hurt your feelings or anything.) there’s no problem with that, but i just want truthful feelings that won’t change in a split second. other than your oil change. i think it’s very cute when you’re all grumpy during your oil change.

unless you really gave me a reason and wanted me, i don’t think i will ever chase you again. as i said, i still have lots of love for you and you better not forget that if anything bad happens. so many things make you prettier and better than other girls. need a list?

  • pretty eyes. they aren’t deadly dark like mine
  • VERY soft skin, like damn bro i think that’s enough lotion
  • i love your wavy hair, until it ends up in my mouth
  • personality wise: 10/10. i would leave a good yelp review
  • you get a long with anyone that you come across

definitely more but i’m too tired to think of them

you probably already know your self worth but there’s a lot of valuable things you can offer your next lover. make sure you show them the most love you can till the end.

if i had one wish in life it would either be the ability to teleport or to have you back before my feelings change forever.

you are unforgettable natalya

i love you so much natalya, punch you later pookie

from your local mcdonalds,

Jerrick Ayo

12/11/2024 @ 9:42 PM